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"SELECTED SHORT STORIES"
Written By
Mohamed Saïd Raïhani
FEAST
-Short Story-
Today’s date
on the wall calendar is framed in red.
There should be a feast, to-day.
I have found
out lately that my perception of feast dates is growing duller and duller. I
can remember them only by chance when strolling about in the boulevard where
seasonal lights flash playfully lighting up café-customers’ faces shaded by
worn-out flags and crumpled streamers most letters of which are wiped away…
These are the same feast signs I have been growing old with. The same
feast signs which are repeated eternally. Yet, I remember that when I was a
child, I would never ignore feast dates to this extent. I would not leave any
chance for streamers to surprise me. I even would not sleep the night before
the feast day: I would stay awake before the wall clock , waiting for the
feast to rise so that I can put on my newly-bought clothes and rent a bicycle
to join my quarter-fellows in bike-racing and… I do not remember how sleep
and dream would slyly show me up in my dearest clothes signed with the
sweetest happy expressions. On my pullover-chest, my comrades would merrily
stammer out the catchword:
“Like A Bird”
Their joy would invade me … I run … I fly … Like a bird … I stretch up
my little fore-arms to fly… I imitate the bird right over me swimming in the
blue sky without shaking a wing… It flies far… I fly far… It flies further… I
fly further…
But
my comrades
would
always
spoil
my flight
on me, devouring my
arm-pits and taking delight in making me hysterically kick about. I could
never get rid of them before the bird appear on the far-away blue horizon. It
is only at that time that they would set me free to run out shouting in
welcome, clapping their hands in excitement and singing the refrain that
would link everybody to the skies:
Dance,
dance, bird
We are the happiest on earth
The bird would descend to the level of the long rows of the little
houses inclined on one another: The more we sing, the more it dances.
Whenever we stop singing, it would fly up high in the sky again but it would
return again and again whenever there is singing and dancing. It would dance
and shake its wings in exchange for songs and promises:
Dance,
dance, bird
We are the happiest on earth
The bird would
fly along to pay us a visit early in the morning of every feast. It would fly
around and around in the sky waiting for us to go out and share with it the
celebration, dancing and singing… But, in the course of time, the bird
disappeared:
Probably, because people around here has grown older and older,
Or because feast birds no longer exist
Or because the
whole story has been, from the origin, a pure childhood illusion perpetuated
by innocent children…
Now, I am
turning over the damp calendar pages looking for other red numbers of coming
feast dates.
I turn the
pages over one after the other. Over and over and over again…
Nothing.
Today, then, was the ultimate
feast.
CONTENTS
BLUE TEMPTATION
IN LOVE
THE THREE KEYS
SPRINGTIME BIRD
FOR EVERYBODY HIS OWN SKY
FEAST
BOUFRAH CITY
RENDEZ-VOUS
WITH RELIEF
FREEDOM SCHOOL
MEMORY’S
ROSE & ETERNITY DRINK
A BIRD’S DREAM
A
BALCONY OVER MY HEART
GOING
INTO HEAVEN
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